April 11th, 2026

Had band practice today. Finished Deus Ex.

April 8th, 2026

A day of side quests. I went to the college I used to attend to ask about being readmitted. I may be readmitted into the evening program in the fall and have my diploma a year from now. This is good news, as I would only have my diploma in two years if I were to stay at the college I am currently attending. I spoke to some old friends and new friends while I was at the old college.
I received word that rehearsal was cancelled today, so I took the opportunity to meet with the Baptist congregation which meets when I would normally have rehearsal. There I discovered that I am indeed very, very Anglican. If I didn't believe in real presence before, I certainly do now. The Baptists are my siblings in Christ, but their liturgy is truly not my cup of tea. I intended to go home after the Baptists had convened, but I stumbled into a march for Palestinian liberation which I decided to join in on. I didn't make it home until nearly 9:00PM. What an eventful day.

April 7th, 2026

Horrible day at the college. The fatigue was bad, dysphoria was bad, and I received a stern talking-to from one of the professors about the quality of my work, which to be fair has suffered quite a bit as of late. I can hardly find the energy to care these days. I find myself wanting to escape my studies again, like I did in the other two colleges I went to. I likely won't be returning next semester. The end of the day was better. I played pool with AK and some of her friends and then I debated the trinitarian doctrine with a Jehovah's witness.

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